God first, self later. Your mercies are new everyday.

I have been at this page so many times, all these emotions buzzing at the tips of my fingers waiting to be released via words. But whenever I think about something it feels like I’m trivialising or exaggerating it. And so everything is kept inside me, my body the ticking bomb. I don’t know how much I care for things these days, my identity is grounded in Christ and that’s all that matters.

Come August I’ll be seeing the same people all over again it just makes me want to isolate myself and be alone. I’m sure this will all work out in the end. All glory be to God. Trusting endlessly.

you should listen to the things i tell myself at night