i am aware of how religious i sound these days; and i’m not saying i’m not, neither am i denying it, but i guess i’ve been getting lots of spiritual food lately. when was it that i said this is based on blind faith? these days i feel that its more than that. some kind of basis. perhaps, this: everything is falling into place. perfect timing, perfect for me. if i take apart a clock, and then fix it back again, all the pieces in their places, do i not see my own work in the finished clock? when everything is the way i’d like it to be, i feel that there has to be someone making this happen. and who else, who else but God, larger than life, working within me. who am I that He would care to know my name.
i said that we undervalue human interaction. today, again, i realise how true that is. constantly talking to people makes you grow, helps you learn. why. because no two people are the same. i talk to the adults and they tell me about their own experiences. i talk to the kids and they tell me about their own experiences. not childish, but innocent. kids from broken families. one kid whose mother is in jail, dad ran away. all these. i feel too much.
come what may, i’ll try to believe that i’m right where i’m supposed to be. bad things are good things in disguise. so much to learn, so much to live.
+tagged as: personal.
